wanted to sign for a lj account.bored like mad on this thing..and i want to join KHR community!!!
im stuck on the acounts,idk what to choose as user?if anyone still visits this(i bet not)then any suggestions?

mayday's songs sound meaningful to me,now, at this point of time.lets quote...
奇怪呢 很久以前我是很有想法主见心跳很执着
伤心再也不吹风
现在只害怕伤风
耽误了谁和谁的要求
一天一天看日升日落
看月圆月缺
年复一年的经过
看谁把我变成现在的我
怕潮起潮落
怕患得患失错了又错的疼痛
终於我的生命只剩生存 活着只会呼吸吃饭喝水的生活 -生存以上生活以下
期待着彩虹
所以开了窗
窗外只有灼热闪光
所谓的彩虹
不过就是光
只要心还透明
就能折射希望 -我心中尚未崩坏的地方
满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远的深陷在人间 -夜访吸血鬼(i heard it means vampire nights??)ashin watches animae,so maybe its not surprisng...
巴黎铁塔东京铁塔蛋塔金字塔
回忆慢慢积沙成塔
回忆回不去了
但你一起来了
一起到更远的未来吧
无猜无邪无私无瑕的友情无价
你是买不到的奢华
天涯有天风景有风浪花有花
再加上我有你就够啦 -噢买尬(OMG!)haha,to friends and teammates and 2B!无瑕的友情无价!

CLASS PARTY ROCKED!
haha,altough i found out my knee had some problems after that.
i was happy to see yall again:)
though,only half the class was there,but hey,they were still there right?
anyways,thx to ppl who arranged it,and ppl who participated!
ashin,sorry,your birthday was two days ago,sorry,and happy belated birthday!:)i hope you're happy:)
damn.one year's gonna be over alr.
i'd packed my table already,seen all the funny/wierd/childish things i've done so far.
as well as the things i've done wrongly.
there isn't anywhere i can start abt this,
but to my friends,thx for tolerating my annoying character.
all i want to say is,
i'm sorry for being childish,
i'm sorry for being naiive,
i'm sorry for not understanding,
i'm sorry for being stubborn,
i'm sorry for things i've done wrong.
i am quite sure,that i'm different now,different from that seemingly self amused past.
although it may act up again sometime,i'd make sure it dosen't turn out bad.
i'm wishing that i had not done somethings;so give me another chance to rewrite this story.
well,i wasn't easy to handle,so...
i'm sorry for being a handful,mum and dad.

世上,没有永远的事,把每一天,活得像是生命的最后一天,这样,真正死去的那一刻,才会觉得没遗憾.
Is there a forever,that for ever will not change?
Is there a drop of tear,that cvan wash away our regrets?
Is there a world,that the nights will never come?
Is there ever a rose,that will never shed its petals?
Is there a bookmark,that could stop that day?
Is there ever a poem,that never ends?
Is there a tomorrow,where we can live again?
如烟-五月天
我坐在床前
望着窗外
回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉
时间是贼
偷走一切
七岁的那一年
抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年
吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远
有没有那麽一种永远
永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远
有谁能听见
我坐在床前
转过头看
谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸
好像是我
紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的
和我深爱的
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些遗憾和眷恋
就化成最后一滴眼泪
有没有那麽一滴眼泪
能洗掉后悔
化成大雨降落在回不去的街
再给我一次机会
将故事改写
还欠了他一生的一句抱歉
有没有那麽一个世界
永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺
春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶
有谁能听见
耳际
眼前
此生重演
是我来自漆黑
而又回归漆黑
人间
瞬间
天地之间
下次
我又是谁
有没有那麽一朵玫瑰
永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美
永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳
有没有那麽一张书签
停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和最美那一年
书包里面装满了蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪
让我们无法无天
有没有那麽一首诗篇
找不到句点
青春永远定居在我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛只有甜美
有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的后悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别
我坐在床
前看着指尖
已经如烟

yesterday super rocked man!haha,went for some National Healthy Lifestyle thing,where the music blasted so loud i'm starting to suspect if it were all that healthy at all...:/ha.irony....
met amira,florence,mildred,weiqi,yunhe at westmall[yunhe choose one arh...]lunch,me and mildred ate macs at BK[?]haha,figure that out...then walked ard,then trained to tiong,then walked then went to sch..then they told us the NHCL was at padang,when i din know where the heck it was for the last few days..haha.bus ride,was lame,stupid nurin,cant eat my sweet:Phah...and COW weiqi arh...[moo....]hehehe..when we got there we cant play,cuz of idk what reason,then went HK cafe to eat..haha,it was damnit fun,now i find zheng yuan chang shuai...then lots..before going home...
HA.
i'm falling sick soon...
haix...my living room seems so qiuet without ppl in it.i have no intentions of on-ing the lights,though my maid has done it...-.-"
life feels..so empty all of a sudden.

RAWR...
sorry to ppl who tabbed..
not much time to reply...
i actually thought of much to write,but sitting in front of this laptop makes me feel blank..
i'm so bored i'm just watching the jap liu xing hua yuan AGAIN,so sian.
tmr training gonna be 4 hours man.
RAWR...haix,just do it.
mayday has new songs and its nice:)
listen to them,they'll put one into silence.especially 你不是真正的快乐。

saw ppl posting dedications(?) to 2Bians,of 2008...
i'd give some general comments..and other stuffs...
2B rocks,forever.
i wished i did have a working com for the past few months,so i could have remembered the times,the kind of happiness i had while in 2B.its really a shame that i can only read about the past thru other's comments and posts on their blogs,and please don't delete 2B's blog.although at times we did quarrel,the teamwork we had showed,i don't think i'd ever see it anywhere else.this is sth special about this class,we were really very unique.i don't beleive 2B will be forgotten.
it hasn't ended,we're just separated.